Thursday, February 19, 2009

that fateful night

When I met you on that fateful night
I believed every word you had to say
Praying, wishing, hoping our future would be bright
 
In shining armor, you were my knight
I didn't care if we were cliche
When I met you on that fateful night

With you, what once went wrong was now right
Together you and I, we paved our own way
Praying, wishing, hoping our future would be bright

We were inseparable, with our hands clasped tight
Ready to take on the world, come what may
When I met you on that fateful night

Then I began to sense that trouble was in sight
Afraid that our passion would fade to gray
Just praying, wishing, hoping our future would be bright

Standing next to you under that dim light
I didn't know there would soon be hell to pay
When I met you on that fateful night
I was praying, wishing, hoping our future would be bright

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

inside that chapel of love

I miss you, and your one man show.
But you don't really care because you're in motion
And I'm still standing here, speechless where you left me.

Though your friends, they think I'm only a waitress
You used to tell me I was the jewel inside the mermaid's chest,
A flash of fuchsia among the colorless.
I believed you, but then you let me get away.

I remember the first time I saw you, I mean really saw you.
You were wearing something blue, and under those dark lights
You took my hand in yours, smooth like red velvet, and I fell for you
As I listened to your heartbeat.

There was an aqua chrome twinkle in your eyes, and
Tangerine joy shown upon your smiling china glaze cheeks.
I think back to those carefree days, a few short months ago
When things were perfect, and I was happy, and you were you.

We connected like the sound of live jazz in a quiet cafe
And I had so many plans lingering on the horizon
But then you grew distant, I grew doubtful,
We both got too busy for the wild thing that love becomes
And we broke apart like a crack in the silver ice
We used to skate on.

We were star-crossed lovers, a modern day Romeo and Juliet 
And fate did not approve. You said 
"If it's meant to be, our paths will cross somewhere in the future."
But I don't really believe that, and I don't think you do either.
In this give-and-take world, you only get one chance
And I let ours, that sterling silver rose slip away
As I watched you get into that taxi and drive off, 
To Paradiso Inferno, or Aspen, or somewhere equally as glamorous
Leaving me here in recovery,
Trying to re-load and learn again to feel.

Next to each other under the luminous moon
We were a walking contradiction, you and I.
It wouldn't be easy, this I knew all along.
I guess I just thought that what we had
Would be worth fighting for.

But in the end, racing rubies of hope
Fade to ferrari black and I am left, alone again
Inside that chapel of love.